i will be leaving to see my sis graduate from nursing school next week in california. i have to leave caleb for 4 days with b, and i don't know who i should worry about more.
i have never been away from caleb over night, and going for 4 days is going to be hard. i imagine myself bawling when i have to leave him, and thinking about him every second asking b where i am and that he wants me. it's already tearing me up inside.
i am trying to keep my focus on the awesome accomplishment of my sister, and sharing that moment with her and my mama. we are going to have a great time and tear it up while we're there i'm sure, but my heart will always be with caleb.
how do traveling mama's deal?
I would feel the same way! BUT, it's important for you to get away for awhile- and focus on your sister, IMO! :) As much as it doesn't seem like it, it's healthy for you AND your baby boy to be apart- just for a little little while- and those 4 days will FLY! The longest I've gone is 2 nights- and yes, I cried.. but it was a much needed vacation, to be ME again instead of Mommy 24/7. Makes you appreciate your kids even more! You can do it, and as much as you'll miss him, HAVE fun!
ReplyDeletei will have fun and am getting excited to go, but i am also a terrible flier, which interferes with some of the fun. but i can do this, and will do this. thanks for the support!
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